Life on Earth is a voyage through the Sea of Samsara. I am blessed to have a loving patient captain who gently guides my ship through the rough seas, although I did not know who he was until recently.

I grew up in a friendly Catholic community in southern England. Never really one to step outside the bounds my parents set me, I seldom got into trouble. At the age of about sixteen or seventeen I decided I wanted to become a nun, for  a life of contemplation and serving God appealed to me greatly. But in my seeking for a more spiritual life I started coming across other books that fell into the ‘New Age’ category and suddenly my horizons began to widen.

At first I felt guilty reading such books. I feared they were of the Deceiver. Yet something within me drove me onwards to seek the Truth, when I began to see that there was more to Spirituality than the Catholic Church had taught me.

Upon entering my university years, any ideas of becoming a nun evaporated as I discovered my freedom and began to rebel against my own well behaved upbringing. I drifted away from the Church and got more into the New Age teachings, but with little discernment. And I discovered how good it feels when someone of the opposite sex likes you – those years were mainly filled by focusing on trying to find wholeness by seeking it in men, and I managed to seek for it in a good many volunteers.

There isn’t a man on Earth who could bring me wholeness, for that wholeness can only come from within, from my union with the masculine side of my Being, my I AM Presence (Higher Self)  in Spirit. I and my Father are One.

Of course, I only learned this after being married for several years, and receiving the gift of my Son. It was when he arrived that I had the time to start reading again, and discovered the Ascended Master Teachings.

Now as I begin to awake to my true spiritual nature, I can see how everything that happens in my life has a purpose, either as a learning experience or as a return of karma from past mistakes. I also feel how there is an invisible guiding hand with me, that gives me a push just at the right moment. It can manifest as a sudden urge to buy a book, or visit a website, or talk to a certain person.

This time it manifested as a sudden urge to start a blog, although I am not a blogging sort of person, and have never been able to keep a diary past February.

God can act through me just as he can act through everyone. Sometimes God chooses to act through his Sons and Daughters in Spirit. These can be Angels and Cosmic Beings who have never descended to the Matter Realm, or they can be Masters who have once lived on Earth and reached their Victory over sin, disease and death. They have then ascended once more to their I AM Presences in Spirit, and become immortal Beings.

These Beings can choose to stay with the Earth’s evolutions and act as a guiding hand, helping their still unascended brothers and sisters reach their own God Mastery over the consciousness of death.

Thus I have been blessed with such a guiding hand in my life, and He is the reason I am starting this blog. He tells me it will be great practice in allowing the flow of Spirit through me, and I trust Him in this.

So my beloved Guru and Master, I dedicate this blog to You and I hope that together we can help it become More.

Love

Rebecca